Clean Slate

I know, I know. It's too late to make my New Year resolutions bla bla. You see, I really don't make New Year resolutions because I believe that you don't have to wait another year to start anew and make better changes for yourself. I'm just not a fan of the idea of 'new year, new life, new me'. But then, it wouldn't hurt if I make one for this year, right? Let's put it this way, this won't be my New Year resolutions, this is more of uhmm wala-lang-gusto-ko-lang-ng-resolutions kinda thing. 

OK. Lo and behold.

1. Erase the word 'late' in my vocabulary.

I'm known for the girl who's always always late. For the sake of my resolutions, I will do my very best to avoid being late in class, in church or in any engagement I'm into. I'm proud to say that on my first three days in class this year, I came 10 mins. early. Yay me!

2. Do more, complain less. 

I've always hated my habit of complaining. I always hear myself complaining and I notice that as I start to complain, all the negative vibe just follow through. It would be nice if I'd see things on a positive note than spreading negativity everywhere. Negativity is contagious, y'know. 

3. Keep myself focused.

I'm in my last three months in school (woah just woah) and I always see myself losing my focus and keeping myself distracted. I tend to do a lot of things in one time that everything goes out of hand. It's really stressful if you think too much of everything. There's this one time that my friend and I had to do a lot of things in one day and I worry too much that we won't finish everything at the end of the day. She calmed me down and said, "Wait lang, isulat natin lahat ng dapat gawin. Isa-isa lang kasi."

4. Love more.

I'm beyond blessed with the people around me. My family and friends are the constant reminder that I'm loved, so in return I want to make them to also feel extra loved. I'll make them them feel that warm love that Rachel can give. It's important that I love myself even more, too. I mean duh, how can anyone love you if you can't even love yourself.

5. Eat more real food.

When I'm in more worst days, I always find myself eating unhealthy foods. That's probably why I always feel sluggish and unfit. I hate waking up the next morning having puffy face and flabby arms. I'll eat healthier this time. Yesh.