Ha ha. Gotcha. What I actually meant is... WHY DO I KEEP A BLOG? Or simply, WHY DO I BLOG? Poop means my thoughts coded into words and Pants pertains to this blog. That's one sick metaphor right there, and I apologize.
Yea, why? I started blogging in 2008 in Multiply and Friendster. My first blogpost was about my first day in Brain Train (UPCAT review center) and my first reader was my friend's mom. Odd. I made another legit blog account here in Blogger way back in 2009. I wrote about my whiny woes during high school and it was errm hahahahaha. That's the answer right there. I made a blog to see the future me laughing at myself. It's nice to look back, kinda be in that moment once again and laugh it off. It's an evidence that I've grown a lot and as I grow, I change the way I think, feel and act. I no longer write about the things I wrote 5 years back, things that can testify how immature I was. But maybe, few years from now I'd read this post and think that this is an insensible post. Sorry, future me.
One other reason why I keep a blog because this is where I can vent my unspoken thoughts. Not everyone I know knows that I keep a blog, so I kinda feel free to just let my fingers do the talking for me. I've kept this blog private for a year and I write almost everyday about how my day went or what I was thinking at the moment. I was living the blog life of Jenna Hamilton (minus the suicide attempt and Matty vs. Jake dilemma) three years back that I speak my mind through my blog and keep it hidden. It was just like writing a diary and no one gets to read it.
People who reads my blog thinks I'm a writer. No. Just because I write a blog doesn't mean I'm a good writer. They expect me to come up with an impeccable write up, script, or anything that's in written form. Yesterday, I made a blogsite for a school project and it took me forever to come up with a decent post for it. Maybe I'm just a mspoopypants writer, not a writer writer.
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